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[Shannon]

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I'm still trying to act like everything is going to be ok somehow, but I've been fighting depression for 10 years or more. I tried to give up a few times, but it did not work (I'm grateful for it now). The problem is that I still think about doing it again almost everyday, even with medication. My life is like hell because I need to live with my parents (full time graduation), they are christians and I came out the closet 7 years ago. 

I have absolutely no money to do anything other than eating. 

Now I'm trying to get a subsidy from my university and maybe I'll leave my house. Seriously, I can live here no more

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I'm so sorry you've been feeling so down. No one should have to feel so trapped. I'll be sending positive vibes your way. Hope you can find some solace soon. PM me anytime. <3

[Kaddict]

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I was the one that farted...

Edited by Kaddict, 20 May 2015 - 10:45 PM.

[Swar]

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I was the one that farted...

I can relate...

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It's 4 am. I have pilates at 9 am and class from 6 pm to 10 pm. I don't think I'll make it. Goodbye, life.

[Savasana]

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I am up to drinking four cups of coffee a day...

 

 

but it's okay...

 

because I can quit any time I want. 

 

REALLY.

[Rocket]

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I downloaded tinder again on Monday. Did all the swiping. Deleted tinder on Wednesday. I really like a certain someone so much I couldn't attempt a booty call.

[Adam]

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I finally told my base doctor about my depression. She told me a few 'natural' remedies to try, and I told her those won't work at all. So now I've been prescribed some sort of pills that are supposed to help with what she called Dysthymia. I've been depressed for nearly 5 years now, and it's about damn time I get this shit taken care of. Hopefully this will fix my mood swings, and I'll lash out at people less than before.

[Rocket]

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I finally told my base doctor about my depression. She told me a few 'natural' remedies to try, and I told her those won't work at all. So now I've been prescribed some sort of pills that are supposed to help with what she called Dysthymia. I've been depressed for nearly 5 years now, and it's about damn time I get this shit taken care of. Hopefully this will fix my mood swings, and I'll lash out at people less than before.

 

remember that it can take trial and error finding the right medication for you. And you'll likely be off for a while until your brain gets used to the drugs. It can make you feel worse before you feel better.

[Adam]

remember that it can take trial and error finding the right medication for you. And you'll likely be off for a while until your brain gets used to the drugs. It can make you feel worse before you feel better.

I told my chain of command, and they said if I feel like I'm getting out of hand, they'll have no problem assigning me a duty where I don't deal with people. However, they aren't going to give me time off of work to adjust =/ #MilitaryLogic

[Rocket]

I told my chain of command, and they said if I feel like I'm getting out of hand, they'll have no problem assigning me a duty where I don't deal with people. However, they aren't going to give me time off of work to adjust =/ #MilitaryLogic

just be mindful and keep track of how you're feeling! You know where to find me if you need to talk

[Cyo]

I watched one of those animal cruelty videos and I think I turned into one of those vegan faggots now.

[Swar]

I watched one of those animal cruelty videos and I think I turned into one of those vegan faggots now.

Just pretend every meat comes from family farms that take care of their animals and don't torture them to death and you'll be good.

[Cyo]

Just pretend every meat comes from family farms that take care of their animals and don't torture them to death and you'll be good.

Torture to death as opposed to just putting them to death? Ah never mind, I don't want to start one of those vegan-non-vegan debates. Something just clicked in me by watching that video and I think I can't turn back to meat because of that, not to mention the fact that after a month on being on a liquid diet (soylent) that had a rather neutral taste that meat has too rich of a taste for me to eat.

[Swar]

Torture to death as opposed to just putting them to death? Ah never mind, I don't want to start one of those vegan-non-vegan debates. Something just clicked in me by watching that video and I think I can't turn back to meat because of that, not to mention the fact that after a month on being on a liquid diet (soylent) that had a rather neutral taste that meat has too rich of a taste for me to eat.

I know both ways are really cruel, I don't like that either, but I don't think I could stop eating meat. And I have watched plenty of those videos because of some vegan friends.

[Cyo]

I know both ways are really cruel, I don't like that either, but I don't think I could stop eating meat. And I have watched plenty of those videos because of some vegan friends.

I've watched a shit load of them as well and they never used to bother me, hell I've killed some goats myself, I think Jess or whoever has a pic of me holding a severed goat head.

But for some reason the bird one really got to me and what's fucking weird is that I consider birds to be fucking morons.

[Savasana]

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I've been vegan for ten years.

[Swar]

I've watched a shit load of them as well and they never used to bother me, hell I've killed some goats myself, I think Jess or whoever has a pic of me holding a severed goat head.
But for some reason the bird one really got to me and what's fucking weird is that I consider birds to be fucking morons.

I've watched a guy killing a chicken once, it was kinda scary and I felt really bad, but I recovered from it very quickly. I should feel bad.

[Shannon]

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Whenever I take a shower, I sit around naked afterwards for a good half hour. In fact, I'm doing it right now. #noshame2k15

[Rocket]

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Whenever I take a shower, I sit around naked afterwards for a good half hour. In fact, I'm doing it right now. #noshame2k15

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now I'm picturing you naked. #noregrets

[NapisaurusRex]

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now I'm picturing you naked. #noregrets

dat ass

[Shannon]

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now I'm picturing you naked. #noregrets

  

dat ass

<3 You girls keep me confident lol

[Karla]

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I'm purposely gaining weight because I don't care about maintaining it anymore.  Yes, I know, I'm pathetic.

[bigdix]

I've wasted over 300€ in Magic: the Gathering cards this week. And I'll probably never use any of them because I always end up just using a burn deck.

[Rocket]

@Jess signature broke the thread

[Keil]

@Jess signature broke the thread

 

I like the anti-conforming anarchy of forum structure. 

[bigdix]

I was wondering why every reply was going there.