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I will have to wait till monday afternoon to get my new pc and I'm dying to test it out

[Eggie]

Some women would kill to be a size 3. Honestly I wish I had that problem. I'm the exact opposite. I eat anything and I'll gain 10 pounds. :'(

 

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Size 3 on somebody else? Incredibly slim. Size 3 on me? For some reason, I look and feel like a whale. I've probably looked at and envied people who are size 3+ because "I wish I was as slim as they are" when in reality I was probably able to fit in kid sizes at the time. It's really difficult to understand and even more difficult to try and fix it, but I'm trying.

 

Eating more is mentally one of the hardest things in the world for me to do. It's like one half of my brain wants me to waste away to nothing, while the other non-disordered rational part of my brain is freaking out and reminding me what can happen (hospitalization, death) when I listen to the other side. I chose recovery a year ago and have upped my calorie intake by a lot and have been able to maintain that, but now I realize that it's obviously not enough and fear is keeping me from doing what I know I should do.

 

Don't worry though, nobody's posts offended or triggered me in any way and I appreciate everybody's concern. You guys are all awesome. I just have loads of issues even I don't really fully understand yet, lol.

[Trichomes]

Probably best not to suggest someone with body issues they have a developed mental deficiency.

 

Probably best to stop stigmatizing mental illness in the first place.

 

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Size 3 on somebody else? Incredibly slim. Size 3 on me? For some reason, I look and feel like a whale. I've probably looked at and envied people who are size 3+ because "I wish I was as slim as they are" when in reality I was probably able to fit in kid sizes at the time. It's really difficult to understand and even more difficult to try and fix it, but I'm trying.

 

Eating more is mentally one of the hardest things in the world for me to do. It's like one half of my brain wants me to waste away to nothing, while the other non-disordered rational part of my brain is freaking out and reminding me what can happen (hospitalization, death) when I listen to the other side. I chose recovery a year ago and have upped my calorie intake by a lot and have been able to maintain that, but now I realize that it's obviously not enough and fear is keeping me from doing what I know I should do.

 

Don't worry though, nobody's posts offended or triggered me in any way and I appreciate everybody's concern. You guys are all awesome. I just have loads of issues even I don't really fully understand yet, lol.

 

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@Eggie I don't really want to get into too much detail here, but I can definitely relate. Feel free to PM me if you ever need someone to talk to about this stuff.

[Mishelle]

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I'm a bit frustrated that the new Snapchat filters don't work on my phone...

They get old fast

[Coops]

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Everything tastes like shit today.

[Frizzle]

Probably best to stop stigmatizing mental illness in the first

Good thing no-ones done that.

[Boggart]

Someone got laid.

 

nope. i can just masturbate ALL DAY and no one till me to keep it down.
 

[Gnome]

nope. i can just masturbate ALL DAY and no one till me to keep it down.
 

What kind of crazy noises do you make?! Jeez man. 

 

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I think I like this girl that I have been dating for the last 2-3 months. Well I know I do... but I can't commit myself fully to her. She keeps talking about her ex that hurt her and it's like she's not over him and it bugs me. I have told her that she needs to figure her shit out. We have taken a break. I haven't seen her in awhile and I know I will see her tomorrow. She has told me that she misses me and she can't wait to see me. I know in my mind if she can get over her issues and her ex and be happy that we could be perfect for each other but when we see each other and she mentions him or puts herself down, like she did before,  I will just walk away. I know it'll hurt both of us like it did when I did it to her 4 years ago when we were dating before (right after my ex-fiance and I broke it off). I want to commit but I need to know I am what she wants and not some rebound or fantasy like I have experienced before. I can't get played like a fool again. It's not fair to me. I have to look out for number 1.  

 

P.S This is why I FUCKING hate relationships and dating.

 

Sorry for the rant.

[FelisNoctua]

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My husband finally made me go see a counselor. Apparently, I hit all the major criteria for major depressive disorder. Woopee.
Oh. And I'm not dead. I just, couldn't care enough to get on the forums. Or neopets. Or pretty much anything else.

[Swar]

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My husband finally made me go see a counselor. Apparently, I hit all the major criteria for major depressive disorder. Woopee.
Oh. And I'm not dead. I just, couldn't care enough to get on the forums. Or neopets. Or pretty much anything else.

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I was wondering what happened to you. I'm sorry to hear that

[Coops]

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My husband finally made me go see a counselor. Apparently, I hit all the major criteria for major depressive disorder. Woopee.
Oh. And I'm not dead. I just, couldn't care enough to get on the forums. Or neopets. Or pretty much anything else.

@FelisNoctua I don't know you. But I can genuinely empathize with that type of situation. I'm glad your husband intervened and you're seeing a counselor now. I hope you may begin to heal and the battle gets easier. If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me.

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I'm eating my lunch for breakfast.

[Rocket]

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My husband finally made me go see a counselor. Apparently, I hit all the major criteria for major depressive disorder. Woopee.
Oh. And I'm not dead. I just, couldn't care enough to get on the forums. Or neopets. Or pretty much anything else.

I was just thinking about you the other day. If you ever need to talk my inbox is open.

[Alexiel]

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Stockpiling digital currencies so I can hopefully exchange for enough Galaxy Bucks to finally move the f* out of this bad situation ASAP.

[Arex]

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Came out to someone last Friday, p stoked about that

[Swar]

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And I fell in love again. Crap.

 

But she's so intelligent and pretty. She reminds me of Margot Robbie. Hnf.

[RedLoveBlackHeart]

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My husband finally made me go see a counselor. Apparently, I hit all the major criteria for major depressive disorder. Woopee.
Oh. And I'm not dead. I just, couldn't care enough to get on the forums. Or neopets. Or pretty much anything else.

 

I'm not sure what to say because nothing seems to make a difference when you're depressed. I have no idea who you are. I have delt with depression myself and most days I wanted to die and give up. I'll be here and there are other great folks here that would love to talk to you if you ever want to chat.

[Katya]

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My husband finally made me go see a counselor. Apparently, I hit all the major criteria for major depressive disorder. Woopee.
Oh. And I'm not dead. I just, couldn't care enough to get on the forums. Or neopets. Or pretty much anything else.

 

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I've been wondering what happened to you.

Just take care of yourself. all the rest can wait.

 

 

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And I fell in love again. Crap.

 

But she's so intelligent and pretty. She reminds me of Margot Robbie. Hnf.

 

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Aaaaawwwww.

[Shannon]

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Sometimes I go to the water bottle filler down my hall when I hear people outside, just so they can see how cute my makeup looks lol.

[Rocket]

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I think I want to start dating again.. but I'm scared.

[Adam]

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I think I want to start dating again.. but I'm scared.

Its a trap!

[Frizzle]

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I think I want to start dating again.. but I'm scared.

Try bad dragon if you're interested.

[Rocket]

Try bad dragon if you're interested.

I have plenty of toys tyvm, I need a real live person.

 

Its a trap!

shhh I'm not getting any younger.

[Cass]

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I'm dying my hair blue this weekend. I feel like a hipster for doing it, but I want it.

yolo amirite

 

seriously though, dying your hair gets REALLY addictive

[Coops]

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My mom is coming to visit for my brain surgery and I really regret letting her come now. It's a little over a month away and I'm so anxious about having to deal with her.